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(Source: daldalerangmanika)

I may not be the best girlfriend. I may not be the kindest individual, the prettiest girl; I may not be the best person, or the best to be around. I may be quiet, pretty boring and shy when you meet me, but I’m far from that. He sees the person I really am. I can be loud, obnoxious, and rude - but he sees me for who I am. I’m clingy and he’s witnessed that first hand. I’m never reasonable but somehow he puts up with it. I’m not sure why he does. I’m not the most interesting individual to talk to; I think I’m rather boring. I’ve used so many fronts that I’ve forgotten who I really am, but somehow he knows who I am. I may be a shell of who I used to be, but he’s changing me into something better.

He makes me want to be a better person. I’ve forgotten what it felt like to be loved by someone until he came along. He restored my faith in true love. And I realize that this feeling I have when I am with him is something so great that I can never imagine not being in love with him. At times he makes me want to smash my head against the wall because he frustrates me to no end, but at the end of the day, he’s the one who calms my neurotic self down. He’s the saviour I always needed in my life.

He invokes feelings within me that I’ve never felt before. Sure, I have claimed to be in love with other guys, but none of them measure to what I feel towards him. My love for ex boyfriends comes nowhere close to the amount of love I have towards my boyfriend. It is completely immeasurable and no words or actions can prove how much my love is worth for him.

I could write a whole book dictating the reasons why I love him, but the list would and could go on forever. There are obviously the large things that I love about him, and there are the small and little things that make me fall in love with him all over again. He greets me with such tremendous love that at times I feel overwhelmed with how much he loves me. And even though I don’t get to see him a lot, knowing that his heart is beating in sync with mine is good enough.

My boyfriend is an incredible person, and even though I know and he probably knows that he deserves better than myself; he never stops loving me. I’m not sure what makes him stay with me.  Even with my strange mannerisms I have, he overlooks them and finds me quite attractive. That is why I feel so comfortable with him even if I’m not with myself. I’ve put myself down to many times, and I have to many self-esteem issues, and even though I complain endless amount of times towards him, he doesn’t see what I tell him I see. He sees so much more in me, and he believes in me unlike others who’ve put me down. He’s more than just my boyfriend; he’s my protector, my saviour, and my best friend. He makes me loved when I feel like I can’t, and that makes me aspire to be the best person I CAN be. He makes me feel beautiful when no one else but him can see.

It’s incredible to think that it’s only been eight months; it feels as if it’s been longer. In fact, it feels like we’ve been together forever. And I like how that feels. I like the ring to that. The forever and always is what I always wanted. And I have a feeling that I can only have that with him. My boyfriend in a nutshell is everything to me, and more. He makes me feel invincible, wait scratch that. Together, we are invincible.